luckily..

i found out that i am really useless..
i called him last night..
talked in an impatient tone...
he knew that i am unhappy with him..
but he is a guy that never show his care to anyone..
like a chinese word: 爱你在心里口难开
yeah, thats true..
that is the best word to say about him..
he said he is going to gives his mum a big surprise..
i told him, i would like you to give me a surprise too..
but the problem is, you doesnt want to see me..
he got angry, woohoo..damn scary..xP
he scolded me about that...
know what? i love when he were scolding me..
not because he looks cute or sounds cute...
its because, he never scold me!
this morning, he sent me a message..
showed me his apology...
'sorry for talked so loudly to you last night'
he still care for me, right?
hope that he can spend a little time for me on the coming sunday..
i miss him a lot..dreamed about him too..
addicted to him...
although he is not my dream guy..=.='
but he is more than enough for me...