at home

ya i know that i am not a good girl for u...
but what is the reason???? i am curious...
i often stay at home, because u never allowed me to go out with friends...i never says anything about this, i know this is for my own good...
u know what, no entertainment for me at home, just online and tv and SLEEP...thats what i can do at home...but u scold me for doing it too....what can i do?? housework??? please larh..no one like to do housework...u want me to do housework everyday??? no way! i can do it once a week, but not daily...
get scold EVERYDAY..no fun at all...i can still bear it, i am already used to it...but...i'm gonna get crazy SOON...

cousins~~

my parents who had just been to my little aunt's house, in johor, came back with some videos of my three cousins...they are really cute...especially en jie, the youngest daughter of my aunt...the eldest was en thong, followed by en rou, then en jie...all girls~~ lolx...they are all born in kelantan, but stayed in johor...
September 2008, my little aunt came back to kelantan with her two daughters, at the same time, she was pregnant...then my lilttle cousin borned in December 2008...and then back to johor again on the 6th day of chinese new year....they had stayed here for nearly half year...thats why, we are closed....
after they get back to johor, we all here miss our girls so so much...miss their voice, their cute smile and day of laughter with them....lol >.<
here's the video of en jie, my baby cousin...

she is playing on my dad's sexy chest...gosh, she's really cute...in the video, her sis is talking to her, and she answered her, in the word that no one can understand it...haha...

look at her...haha...she's so funny, she'd tried so hard to get up, but still cant..haha so cute..one thing that we cant stand about her is, she cant see her mom, if she saw he mom, no one can touch her...she cant leave her mom...ish...

19/4

mum and dad is coming back...
haizz..no fun...
sorry dear, for hold up your time...
u are suppose to work these day, but u are vf me...
actually i am disappointed today...
because, tonite is the last nite...
my parents is coming back tomorrow...
i want to be with u larh....but...
nevermind la...work is more important to u...
i think i am too greedy...the time vf u is never enuf..
sorry~~~

hmm...quite tired today...
i slept 2am in the morning, woke up at 5.40am...
red house today, i must stayback until 6pm...
lolll...6 until 6...extremely tiring...
haiz...still have some homework must be done...
dont know what time can i sleep tonite..
i am SLEEPY!!!

i thought that lazy to cook dinner tonite...
but my bro asked about dinner...
my bro seldom ask me to cook for him....
so i decided to cook.....cook coook cooook....
ish...don like it actually..
and my eyes was so tired...
alamak~~ burnt!! >.<
wakakaka....insane, really insane....
cutted my finger pulok tuh..ish ish...
really blur la me...
here's an advice from me...
>> DO NOT cook if u are tired；
>> CONCENTRATE on what u cook..=.='

^^

papa mama not at home lur....haha
can go out with frens le...
eh eh...no no...its, can go out with dear le..
although just for two days...but nvm...still happy..
hmmm...go sing sing sing....ish..i love singing...
i wonder...did i sing well??? hmm...
aiks...stop thinking about how well u sing la...
just enjoy it...wakaka....

dear's mum, she's so cute...i like his mum...
i always hope that i can have such a mum..
unlike my mum...ish..
i wonder (again)..will his mum don like me??? hmm...
lolx...don think too much la pls...pig betul...

alamak...my leg...havent completely recover lar..
supid leg! sakit yorh..haiz...

lolx...paiseh paiseh...
i reli no good in cooking larh...ish ish..
hahaha....i m scare to fried something lor...haiz...
the "pop" sound...gosh!! scary man...
my hand kena bom by the oil just now...T.T
i don wana cook lar...!! ish!

now i knew what i really want

hmm...now my leg is very very painful..
and i know...my parents never believe me...
they thought it was just a joke...
i didnt get any concern from them...
what i get is just, unfaithful....lollll
and i know what i want from my love one...
i want some concern, some love from somebody...
although i have mom, dad, and bros..
but i am lonely..no love in my world...
nobody trust on me...i am suffering in pain now...
"Where is the LOVE??~~~~~"

yeah~~~

SMCC's sport day, i heard the teacher said, its been a long time our school didn hold a sport day....today, SMK Penambang agreed to borrow us their padang to us...we are so excited about it....
i took part in 100m, 1500m and also 4x200m....
omg, i m so so nervous..because i dont like to exercise, my leg will cramp if i run...
but...what a suprise for me....i get 3rd place in 100m...i feel like wana shout for myself...i m so happy...but a little disappointed...because, i got chance to get 2nd place...but just because i didnt training...haiz....but nvm i m still proud of mmyself..........
hmm...1500m...ish ish....it is a big joke for me.....haha..because.....i almost faint when i reach 600m, not even half.......my leg was so so so pain...feel like wana cry when my friend came to get me...
after that i tot i dont have to run anymore, the teacher didn tell me that i got to run for 4x200m...i took my breakfast, sit there, ate like a hungry ghost.....
who knows, the teacher came to me and said i must take part in 4x200...huh??? i dont know anything about it....i ran with a full stomach...but we won oso...me and my team mates, was so tired, but we still shout for ourselves....that is the happiest moment...feel satisfied with the result....
at last the teacher announced that red house is the overall winner....hahaha...the red house teacher give us a big smile...thanks us for our efforts today...^^

u guys r sucks

come on, why didn u all think about what u all did...
ya, i m wrong...i knew it....
u no need to do that fcuking face to me......
i m a human too...
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don oways tot ppl is mocking YOUR frens...
hey! this is advice...and that YOUR fren didn say anything about it...why r u so angry...and please...don be so small gas, u r a guy...u shouldnt "mecok" with such a small matter....lolx....
for your information, nobody likes u....becoz of your irritating temper, u r so annoying, so small gas........take my advice, be positive...don oways think that ppl is mocking u, or YOUR frens...think carefully before u start to scold someone...

live in peace

all those unhappy things that happened to me seems to be ended...
i m now happy, laugh like a crazy with my friend, siew see...haha
but i can feels that there are still have many of them take me as a betrayer....
seems like they still cant accept my words...
haiya...dont think about it already....dont want to remember it...
hmm..hope everything is fine, to me...

thanks..

so many things happen to me these days....
not in the mood all the time....
thanks for accompany me walk through this...
you always make me laugh when i m moody...thanks dear...
today is the second months of us....sorry cant celebrate it with you...
i wanted to see you..but i just cant...sorry..
i m happy with you this two months..
hope we can make it till forever......
miss you..