思念是一种病

once i heard a song...it tells how i feel rite now....
i wish i can sing it for my dearest...^^

背靠着背 坐在地毯上听听音乐 聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔 我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想 谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成 只要我讲你就记住不忘
*我能想到最浪漫的事 就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑 留到以后坐着摇椅 慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事 就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了你还依然 把我当成 手心里的宝~~

wtf?!

wrong the hell is wrong vf u, sucker!
did i do anything wrong?
y u scold me so badly?
i reli don understand y..............
i hate u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wont forgive u! never!!!!

i love my bros!

"lili, have u done ur housework?"
"lili, u wash my cloth d?"
"lili, don juz sit in front of the computer, do some housework."
"lili, do this for me, do that for me.."
lili lili lili....if he called me, there's somthing i muz do for him...
when my parents not at home for few days...the house bcum messy..
then he will oways REMIND me to clean them up..
he wont help me, coz he said "i no nid to do that, coz i not at home, thy cnt scold me." huh!
and he oways smile to me n said " lili, do the housework before thy come back! and wash my cloth too" lol..
hey! i jz like a maid to him...

but we have many similarity...compare vf my 2nd bro, hmmm...so much diff..miss him so much....
this evening, me n bro watch tv tgt, sit in the same pose, do the same thing( eat snacks), watch our favourite documentary- 'mythbuster', 'how do thy do it'...haha...
when he is goin out to fetch her gf..he asked me, " eh, where is ur bf? didn go out vf him? hahahaha"...he laughed at me..he neo i cnt go out...bad bad bad....!
but i still love him...i love my big bro, i miss my 2nd bro!!!

hate hate hate

everytime he come back..
i must get ready to get scold.
everything i do is wrong, hate him!!!!
so good that my bro can go out, no nid to scare him..
i wana go out too...!!!!!!!!!
i don wana stay vf this kinda daddy....
come back wat oso dono! come back to scold ppl?
huh!
oways make ppl feels hatred on him..
stressful when he come back..don like this feel
errr...how to describe it..........
ooh..when my dad is back, a war is goin to begin.
hahaha...lol
why does other ppl's dad were so good n my dad were a evil?
i want an angel daddy...

i want! i want! i want!

i want to go out vf my dear!
i want to have an unforgetable valentines!
i want to go shopping vf my frens!
i want to sing like a singer!
i want to dance like a dancer!
i want to act like an actor!
i want to sleep like a pig!
i want to do something dangerous!
i want to try something new!
i want to b a normal teenager!
i want to have fun!
i want to b free from my parents!
i want to play anything i want!
i want to b like others!
i want to change myself!
i want everything, everything i dont have!!
i want them now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stomach oi..stomach

"y no go to skul?"
"stomachache"
"y cant go out?"
"stomachache"
"y didn do the project?"
"stomachache"
"y didn blablabla?"
"stomachache"
stomachache stomachache stomachache....
always the same reason...stomachache
gastric, cirit-birit, indigestion n blablabla...
one of them will happen once a week...
everytime i tell my mum, she will start to sing...
i listened to it every week...same song
my fren, my parent, my family...start to think that i lie to them...
but i didn..i really stomachache lar...believe me, please..
haizz..i really fed up with this problem maker stomach..
what to with it ar? somebody teach me..

my changes..

i reli feel that i change so much these days...haha

my best friend, siew see...asked me two days ago...

"hey li, what make u change so much? this is not lili that i neo before.."

i look at her, speechless....at home, i seriously think about it...

i do my homework, i help my mum do some housework, i pay attention on what teachers teach, volunteer to b a leader of a group, volunteer to help in class...hey, thats not me...

what make me change actually? i dono...but i neo, it make me feel so good...