i will collapse one day..

why should we suffer like this?! =.=
why am i so timid??
i shouldnt beg him back, right?
it just making me more upset..
but i miss him..love him alot...
he is everything..
think of him every seconds...
kai long kai long kai long...
aiks! so bothering...
am i so annoying to you?
who am i to you actually?
i didn perform the way you want me to?
do you still love me?
can you treat me the way you should? i mean, the way a boyfriend treat his girlfriend..
seems like i am the one who done everything to maintain this relationship..u didn care much about it...i am tired..
can you do something on it too?
or maybe we should stop it here?
however, i dont want this to happen...
i want to yours till forever...
i didn see you for a month already...
you know what, it feels like a year..!
i hate the feelings of missing you...
wish to see you as soon as possible...
but the problem is, you doesnt act like you want to..
home is all you want...
i just need your 1 hour...
an hour will grab away your precious life?
that 1 hour will make me happy for life..
dont you want to meet me too?
why?
dont you miss me too?
why just me who suffering that way?
why cant you make me happy?
i want my boyfriend to love me too...
just other girls...need the care from their lover..
i hope that you will realize it one day...
realize that, there's a girl, loving you..
still waiting for you to save her....
i love you dear...
miss you as well...
take care darling..