exams ended, holiday started..

talk about exam, errrr...just fine..
add maths, errr...not easy for me, logarithm..aiks..
chemistry, hmm..same...blank!
english and bahasa malaysia still ok for me, hope so..
others, haizz..now, its ended...cant wait to know the result..
hope those teachers can took their time to mark them carefully in this two weeks holiday...

holidays...dont like it actually, i prefer schooling..>.<
at least i can learn something in school..
holiday, stay at home..online, sleeping, tv, EAT..
loll...but how CUTE my mum was...
she find a part time job for me..
start from tomorrow...:(
although i can spend my holiday to make some money..
but..its tough for me..i got to face those malays girls..T.T
those bitches always bully me..dont like them..
what a holiday..

one more weeks...

ok, exams..wth...
maths, easy...but still, worried..
physics, oh my god...this time i really broke my record..
i never left so much blank before...duhh =.='
well..regret doesnt help...just wait and see how's the result..
aiks..i really no good in physics...dont understand why..
it suppose to be an easy score subject to me...but...
hmm...not at all...i promised myself..go for it, physics! lolll
one more weeks to go, exam...haizzz...
what la...exams really sucks ok..

lol..i must say this,
dont have a boyfriend while you are still study!
dont thought that you can concentrate on both..NO!
(i mean, myself) duhh....
it affects my studies..T.T
and one more thing..
dont online in your exam week....lolllllllll
ok, now i am....=.=
thats why, i cant do well in exam..so, dont!

hmm..
just...ADD OIL lili!

exams..

ok, admit it...
this time exams...will be, failed!
hmm...i tried my best, ok?
yesterday, prinsip perakaunan...like shit..
today, biology...enzymes! i didn read about it lerrrr...
tomorrow, sejarah...dono what's gonna happen..
maybe..fail also..
the most i worried now is, add maths...
well...i must say it, since form 4...
i had became a "maths idiot"...lollll
i dont like add maths actually, especially function..
no way! i hate to use brain..sure die this time..
don like exam!

something is wrong

hmm...i didn update my blog for quite a long time...
now i back to my blog...miss blogging..

well..
i didn meet him for one week..ONE whole week..
dont like the feeling of missing...
but he seems to aviod from meeting me..
(i hope my feels is wrong)
'busy', 'tired' his excuses...
'ok, rest more' thats what i can say..
i always wondering,
'what is he doing now?'
'is he really busy working?'
'did he lie to me?'
'does he still love me?'
'what will happen between us?'
'will this relationship end soon?'
i know i should trust him...
i shouldn't think so much..
but..

hmm..
maybe i did the wrong decision..
i shouldn't hold his hand..
i shouldn't add him on msn...
but i still must admit that, i AM in love with a guy that i know for less than half year..duhh..
i want this relationship to continue in a better mode..
and i hope it will...

lolll..
now, about my parents...
just one comment for them,
failure...
i am sorry to said that...but its true...
hmm..just want to keep it private....

MID YEAR EXAM coming..
the time seems to past rapidly....
recall..
i had learned nothing! lol
study hard lili...!!!

ILY TKL

weird weird weird...i cried...for him???
juz a small matter, i cried????
this isn't my style..i wont cry for guys...
what happen to me???
love is blind??? ya, i think so.....
he treat me cool these days...
he said he is busy..i trust him, i really do..
but i just cant accept the complaint of my friend..
my friend want me to becareful, he is kinda womenizer..
wth?? i know he is not..but i just cant control myself for asking him those weird questions...i dono what to do with it now...STUPID LILI!!!!
i m worried now...worried about our relationship...
i love this guy so much...he is so special to me...
stupid stupid stupid!