holiday! less than a month left..hmm...i found myself a part time job, temporary promoter for back to school promotion...before that, i went to JOHOR to shopping...with my cousin.not bad, i came back with some new cloths for CNY and secondhand cloths from my singapore's cousins...i miss my girls, my friends, my classmates, my classroom...next year, we will be studying at a new classroom, a bigger and newer classroom, 5sc2...hoping that no one changing class, still maintain the same faces...for one more year in SMCC...
one sided love, what's so great about loving someone who doesnt love you...thats stupid, very stupid...people just treat you as his toy...sex toy, love toy..argh, whatever..just a toy...there's no love for you...stop it girl..dont cry for him anymore...he is a JERK! *to console myself*
i know everything i did will just equal to zero...but, i love him..thats all...why cant he feels it? i get only "sorry"...can the word sorry cure me? NO! wtf! a jerk is a jerk, he will never be an angel...lol... what a stupid quote..
