what a bad bad day!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!
i lost my rm30...
the one who has taken it, will be curse hardly! huh!!!!!!
AKU DALAM KEADAAN "SESOK" NIH!!!!!!!!!!!! nate betul!
must start all over again...T.T
i need my money back larh...give it back to me, s*cker!!!!!!!!
damn it! ! @%#!$#@%&*$!@%#@#$@!!!!!!

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haiz...forget about it...it wont come back to u, lili...
today was really a damn bad day...kns!
woke up late this morning, the bus came in just...
ten minutes time....rush rush!
in the school, rush again..
for mathematics and addmaths homework..
4 graph for mathematics..
5 questions with a lot of children for addmaths...
many among us, did it from the first period until the last period..
duhhhhhh...we are really tired with it today...
homework for today, much more compare to yesterday...wtf!
i am sleepy!!!!!!! and i wanna watch the drama........=.='
on the assembly, principal remind us about the coming EXAM!
lol..exam again..i thought the mid-year exam is just over...
now, "ujian penggal kedua" again..ish ish...
so many things need to be done..
luckily the school activities is all finished..
if not, i had to busy for my persatuan...
those school activities sometimes is just so annoying...

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today is the 5th day u went to KL...
what have u done in this 5 days???
do u sleep well these days????
what are u doing now????
have u eaten your lunch today????
what do u eat for your meals???
prepared for 1st july?????
hmmm...miss u every day and night...

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aiks..dont think about him already, lili!
go and take a little nap..and get your homework done!
argh! headache is attacking me again...and GASTRIC!
ish! gastric all the time, wassup with u la, stomach oi~

promised to wait!

u said, wanna pause our relationship....
actually i dont agree with it...
but..its your decision..
i dont want to make things difficult..
it is hard for me to let u down...
didn sleep well these days...my pimples pops out..
hmm..i know u love me..i can feel it very well..
i know u are changing for me...thx dear!
i appreciate your love..
i am changing for u too...@@
i think about it these days...
i follow your decision, your plan...
and i will wait for u, for 6 years...
the test for both of us..
hope we can make it..i wished for it!
love u dear! miss u as well..
hope u done well and make your wish come true..
to buy a car, a house and to marry me! ^^
u're the right one for me, i know...muacks!

what is going on now?

u told me that, u dont want to see me sad and sad...so, u end it..but, u still love me, u said...hmm...u treat me like nothing ever happened before...its hurt! what is in your mind? did u planned something? what is your plan then? i really dont understand...u said, after six years, if i am still single, then i am yours...lol...is it a test? or u are escaping something? can u give me an answer that i can really understand? what is our relationship now? friend or lover? who am i to u? hmm..just a girl that u used to know on msn, like many other else? or just a girl who came to u and bumped on u, so u accept her because u dont know how to reject her?
what is your feeling when u said u want to end it? do u ever feel sad? or u feel happy with it? do u still love me? hmm...i dont want to lose u, hope u will know that...

sch reopen soon!

lalalalala~ gonna back to sch soon!
lollll...the two weeks of sch holiday is really BORING~
i worked with those bitches, damn it..
well..they actually not that bad...
just their stupid mouth...
good words never come out from their mouth...
and they talk a lot too....
talked all time....
once, a customer called one of them, to ask abt products..
but she's busy gossip-ing, didn noticed abt the customer..
then that customer shout for her...
and scold her for talking too much...
i sit beside her, doing my work...and secretly laugh for it..
and once more...
i m making the bill for a customer...
and there's some problem stopped me..
so, i shout for her....
because the customer is waiting...and i dont like it...
but, no one heard me..WTF!!!!
i m so HOT that time...
i went to them, and pinched that stupid IDA...
duhhhh....i shout for her already...padan muka lah!
she is the one who always make me angry..
always tease me with those hurting words....
but my reaction is, smile!
what can i do? my cant speak well in kelantan malay..
so, i smile~ lol
yesterday is the last day i work there, no more in the future..
i get my money, although it is just a little of them..
but i take the money to pay my debts...worth it..^^

cant wait for the sch reopen!!!
lolllll...as usual...homeworkssssssssss~
i didn touch them yet...>.<
what a bad student! ish ish..
still waiting for what?!!! do ur homework!!
all my pens, out of ink..duhhhhhhhhhhhh..
nasib la..(my dear's word, haha)
woi, lili! dont be so lazy larh, aiyo!

sorry

today, we went out...
i planned to go to hui ling's house first...
after that we can go for dating, until 8pm..
but...my plan spoiled...
on the way to hui ling's house,
i am so unhappy with him...
he keep teasing me, and i dont like it...
well, we didn found huiling's house...
so, we went to bachok...
like other couples, we sat beside the beach, facing the sea..
feels sweet...>.<
around 4.30pm...he said he promised her sisters,
to bring them to swimming..so, we left...
in the car, he said he gonna sent me home first...
i stared at him..i wanna tell him that..
"today, i got the chance to come out with u till night...
i dont wanna go home yet!"
but dont know why..its hard for me to say that...
i just wanna spend the time with him..not much time left..
he is going to KL soon...i wanna be with him more for now..
why he couldn't understand how i feel..
i doesn't talk much along the way home...
i didn reply his sms after that...
until just now, he told me, through msn...
he said that he is sorry and told me that...
he get scolded this morning, thats why he acting like that..
he never tell me his problem..dont want me to worry, he said..
at least let me know...so we can canceled today's date..
or let me comfort him, right???
or maybe i am the one who made mistake..
i should notice that he is unhappy..
yes, i am wrong....
i felt so sorry to him :(
i didn show my care to him when he needed me..
i mad at him while he is facing some problems...
I AM SORRY DARLING!
i promise, to treat u better...
love u more..
understand u better..
be your very good wifey...
i love you dear!!!!!!!!

that's mean u are going to leave..

he called me...told me a news..
good news for him, but not so good for me...
said that the mercedes benz company called him..
about the apprentice training program...
he get the offer...he was so happy..
of course, i am happy too...that is what he wished for..
but...at the same time, i am unhappy...
he is going to leave soon...
three years, maybe six years...
what should i do now?
no chance to go out...
wanted to see him...

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tired day...down...
i broke my mum's food container...
she is not happy with it...
done many mistakes today....
everything's just not right...
sleepy day...didnt sleep well for almost 2 weeks...
body ache, gastrics, headache, dizzy..
all came to me, in the same time...
not my day..