working holiday

i spend my 2 month school holiday with working with my aunty..
it is actually very tired...but i don't want to spend the 2 month staying at home, be a princess, do nothing, just watch television, just eat and sleep...no fun at all...
eventhough the work is tiring...but i still happy...cause i prove myself can do anything, i m not useless...

When can it happen again?

9th of november, sunday...a wonderful day for me, its a history...

it is the day i broke up, but very very happy...
3yakin class party, everyone though it will b very cool, no happy time...
but it is totally different than i though...we are happy, very very happy...

i ate so much that day...full till cant move actively...hahaha

we had a happy time...i almost forget about my love thing...

thanks 3y!!!

I'm changing

I'm changing, into a full of hatred gurl..
i became irritating...everyone who younger than me became my victim..
sometimes, i feel pity to them...
but i just can't control myself...I'm sorry...
i don't know why i m changing...
i'm felt so sorry, so sad for this...
i wan to be like before...a happy happy girl...
before this, i have so much friends....
i'm happy everyday, laugh everyday, eat much everyday....
but now, my friend leave me, one by one...
less laughter on me...no appetite...
my weight decreases...i'm thinner and thinner...
i'm worry of my health, and my mental of coz...
i can just worry...no one know my situation, no one concern me...
HELP!!! I'M DESPERATE FOR LOVE...
love me more!!!!!!!!!!