Monday, January 26, 2009

the first day of cny

lazy to wake up this morning...not in the mood to celebrate chinese new year....
everybody in the house wake up late, about 11am jz woke up...
early in the morning, get scold by my dad....haiz...more moody i m...
first station, grand's house...
this year vry weird lerr.......everybody is late....
when v arrive thr, no one but the owner.....lol
v cnt wait till everybody arrive, v muz quickly move to other places...

this year cny, i don think is fun...
i can feel that everybody has the same thought as mine.....
hope better, happier for tml...!

sick sick go away!

one week! i sick for one week!
non stop coughing...so unwell...hate it...
i didn eat any of mandarin orange yet...
chinese new year without eating mandarin orange, feels bad man..
n n n ....
i makes me cnt drink soft drinks!!!!!!!!!!! huh
*coughing*
haizz...this new year reli no fun la...
sick sick sick....cnt talk loudly...
cnt SING too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzzz
recover fast!!!! i wan a happy new year!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

crazy gulrs frenzzzz

today, 1st red house meeting....
me n frens were so crazy...v laugh like crazy gurls..
hahaha..v act funny, talk abt jokes...n laugh out loud..^^
suddenly, one of my fren said, some boys there watching on us...
but v jz ignore them n continued 'crazying'...
coz v tot tat laugh helps on diet...lol
maybe its bcoz i laugh too much in the evening...
now my stomach is full of gas...feel so bad for it...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

laziness has come back

homework..everyday, nth but homework...
i don like homework since i was jz kindergarden kids...
i don like doing homework at home...but, they were toooooooo much..
i cnt finish thm on time at school....
i reli reli lazy la....last time, when i m in primary school...i got my fren to help me done some of my work...but now...haiz..i muz done thm myself...
i reli reli tried hard to chg myself...but i m sorry to all my frenz..
i couldn't make it...!!!
i promise them to chg, but now...still the same 'lazy lazy lili'
i wan to b like others too..done homework on time...but, i dono y i cnt

HEY LILI!!!!! GET URSELF OUT OF THE DEVIL!!!!!
NO ONE CAN HELP U BUT URSELF!!!!!!!!!!

tats wat i oways told myself...but, useless...

hmm....

I'LL CHG!!!!!!!! JUST WAIT N SEE!!!!! I WONT LET MYSELF DOWN!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!! JIA YOU!!!!! JIA YOU!!!!!

wat happen to my stomach?!

haizzz...three days since sunday...my stomach feel so so so unwell...n plus more gastric...huh! hate that feeling..wat happen to it actually..i oso dono..lol..
doctor said nth..tell me jz don eat oily n soury foods..but, nowadays, every food that sells outside were oily...nth is healthy outside...
medicine oso cnt help me...haizz..wat can i do vf it?!!!

Friday, January 9, 2009

form4 life_struggled

Holidays ended for a week already....i get my results on 31th dec 2008...i get 4As 4Bs...abit dissappointed for myself...i expected more than that...but nvm try harder on SPM(words to comfort myself)...


Now, 2009, new year, form4 now...i found myself study in 4sc2...i m suppose to b happy, but i dont...i wanted to be in sc1, but not sc2...haizzzz....i feel ashame of myself...a 3Yakin student, howcome can be in sc2....but nvm, again...same ords for myself, try harder...but now i m struggle...bcoz, i don wan to be in sc1, but when i found myself in sc2, i felt unhappy....wats is wrong with me!!!


In the 1st week of form4..i enjoyed to b with my frenz....i miz them so much, i m so happy to saw thm again...



I was freak out...the some teachers start teaching on the 1st day of school...without any books, jz using paper....but better than do nth in the class...we receiced our text books on the 2nd day...n we start our form4 class..we has so many homework..this is juz the 1st week, i wonder how will i live in this class for the whole year..haha..jokejoke...



I reli feel that i m changing from days to days....i reli different from last year...i dono how to describe myself...jz different...n i m happy with it...good luck to myself...!!!!!!



I decided to study hard, learn to be hardworking, and done homework that teachers ask me to do this year....i don wana be like last year, lazy and playful...this year, will be the new start of myself...GOOD LUCK LILI!!!!!