happy with you..

me n u...kinda crazy actually...haha...
when i said u may come, u like flying, i didn expect that u can reach my house so fast...haha...but nevermind...i m happy to see u...
2 months soon...>.< i hope it will last forever....
u really a special one for me...am i too??? hehe
hmm...think back...we knew each other on the msn...errr...about four or five months ago....not sure about it...i added u...hmm...michelle gave me ur address..
thanks mei lyn...haha...and sorry for didn letting u know this, mei lyn...
errrr....i think it is funny, maybe we are fated to be together, as u said "nasiblah"...haha....
my friend feel weird about us..when i told her that i we already together, she get shocked..."so fast!!!" she said...haha
hmm...quite fast de lar....but what to do...i fell in love with this funny guy...i m crazy in love...and i love it...
this friday, 2months....i want to be with u dear....but......u know rite?? sorry for that dear...but nevermind...16th, 17th, 18th, hope it can be...
love u dear...miss u badly...u ll always be my bao bei..muackx..

hate my parents!!!!!!!! hate them! hate them! hate them!! hate them!! hate them!!! hate them!!!! hate them!!! hate them!!!!! hate themm!!!!! hell parents!!!! sucks!!!! fucking unhappy with them!!!!!

sad...

my head feel so heavy for the whole day today...
today, i suppose to go back with my aunt today, together with my cousin...
because my mum said she is not in town today....so, after school, i went to where i suppose to wait, near Caltex there...hmm...i wait for 15 minutes there...and i didn saw my cousin...so, i decided to walk back into the school, to find my cousin...on the way, i saw my tang jie...she told me that...shuang(my cousin) said, my aunt want us to wait in the stadium...so i go there...wait...wait...wait...wait for one hour..then one of my friend ran to me and told me that my mum is here...in the car, my mum feel angry, asked me why i didn call her...then i told her about what my cousin said to me just now...my mum understand me and stopped scolding me...
arrived home....my dad at home....he asked me with an angry tone....asked me y i didn wait at Caltex??!! y u didn call ur mum??!!!! u didn call because u go play with ur friend rite?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bla bla bla.....many many more...i didn do anything wrong....for sure i defend myself....then he said that he don wana let i eat dinner tonite....i locked myself in the room...i didn eat my lunch...cried silently in the room...until now..my mum buy me dinner...but i dont think i will eat them....i wana get out of this home!!!!!!!!! hate!!!!!!!!!

what a day..

one week holiday ended..student's nightmare started...haha...
because teacher is goin to check the holiday homework...
this morning, when i get into my class...everyone look so stressful...all moody..
why?? havent done their homework leh tuh...wakaka...
i m also one of them actually...i m more frust...almost every homework havent done, done half...ish...but i noe this will happen...so i m very ready to face it...
a friend sit beside me, a girl, she is so funny...everytime her homework didn done...she will like a mad girl, messy hair, scold herself for didn done them at home...she is really sot la...she, herself, noe it...
hmm...me...the first thing i do when i get in the class is, "WHERE IS MY CHAIR?!!!!!!!", i scream like i crazy...but how sad, no one answer me, they like didn even noe that i m there....all busy with their homewrok...
i took my friend's chair...sit down...and start my MISSION....muahaha...
i can finish some of them in time..except sejarah...
lol...the teacher were so angry, she act to be calm, "siapa belum siap hingga bab 2, bangun". more than half of the class stand up..teacher said :"kamu semua ni memang...." stop awhile, continue again, "keluar semua!!", "ambik pen, ambik buku kamu, siapkan kat luar." she said it with a soft tone..act to be not angry...
we do our homework at the corridor outside my class...ish..damn hot man..
my friends said to me"li, sing a song, let the rain fall..haha" ish..geram..but i sing also...really, the sky start to dark...everyone who stand outside laugh at me...huh! bad...but still, we enjoyed ourselves standing outside...insane..kaka

why i become like this..???

moody moody moody...
why moody?? me, myself, also not sure with it...
hmmm...am i jealous??????
errrrr....dono......
but..really, i dont like the feeling...
i always pretend to be happy to the others, even dear....

LOL...school reopen soon...feel excited for it...
but my homework....haiz.....havent done...
so many homework de.......hate!
i most lazy to do homework...but now all the homework,i must done them in time, i gave myself a challenge....hmm...for those who oways done their homework in time, it is just like eating peanut...for me, it is challenging...
i really must find a way to get my all homeworks done in TWO days..huh?
no idea how am i going to start....Zzzzz..
wish me luck!!!!

memories

just now, i heard a song...a song that i love so much in primary school, <夏天的风> sang by 元卫觉醒...it is really nice, and it make me think about last time, when i m standard 5, or maybe 6...not sure...hmmm...that time me n my best classmate, Aini, she's a malay..but she loves to listen to chinese song, and she can sing them vry well.....thats why we became best friend in class...we often sing loudly in the class...and this song <夏天的风> is our themes...haha...we are really happy that time..hmmm..really miss her so much....i wonder how her life now...hope that she is happy and don stop singing...^^

come on..shut up!

what the!! cant see that i m busy?!! lol
its holiday la..cant i enjoy my holiday???
i dont need anything from u...i didn ask anything from u...i just want to sleep longer, online, singing...i noe u dont like i go out with friends, and i didn ask for it...i noe u wont buy me things that i want, and i didn ask u to buy....
now what!!! nag nag nag!!!!
i stay at home everyday, didn do anything but online and watch tv, and do my homework....what's so wrong about that??!! u said i just stay at home, didn go out to have a walk...ish!!!!!! i hate to hear this!!!!!!! i said i want to go out with my friends, but u didn allowed me...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geram betul!!!!!!!!!!!
oways said that i m still under your care...i noe la..u no need to tell me that...but hey! all my friends are normal! we wont do things that against the rule, WE WONT!!!!! why dont u trust me???? did i do anything wrong??????

My mum should read and learn from this..

Here are some simple dos and don’ts for mothers raising daughters

Do:
• plan a fun outing for just the two of you. She’s more likely to open up with no-one else around. Choose an activity that allows you to interact, such as pedicures and lunch.
• offer to help, even if you’re rebuffed. The more often you let her know you’re available – whether for homework or hairstyling – the more likely she is to take you up on it . . . eventually.
• share some of the same hobbies – and use them as a reason to spend time together.

Don’t:
• take it personally when she shuts you out. And don’t give up trying for fear of being rejected; you never know when you’ll catch her at a time when she’s open to your advice.
• try to be her best friend. This will lead her to expect a life without limits.
• dress like a teenager yourself. Nothing is less cool than a 42-year-old woman dressed like a 15-year-old. Especially when that woman’s your mother!

For u girls..

Plants and herbs to keep your skin glowing.

>>Anise The aromatic seeds have mildly antibacterial properties and can be used to freshen the breath. The essential oil can be used in massages – but don’t use it if you have a rash.

>>Banana is rich in Vitamin A and potassium. The mashed pulp is very gentle when used on the skin, making good refining and cleansing face masks.

>>Chives have a high sulphur and iron content, so the juice makes an excellent skin tonic and cleanser when dabbed on to the skin.

>>Clove oil’s antiseptic qualities make it a valuable ingredient in toothpastes. Use it as a mouthwash and in other oral hygiene preparations.

>>Coconut Blended with other ingredients, coconut makes a nourishing pre-wash hair-conditioning treatment. It may also be used as an intensive skin moisturiser.

>>Kelp is rich in vitamins and minerals, so it is a useful ingredient in facemasks and bodycare treatments for skin problems. Use dried or powdered.

>>Macadamia A thick-textured oil that can be used in small quantities in homemade cosmetics, it is a natural skin soother. Use on its own on dry or chapped skin or mix it with a fragrant oil for hair gloss.

>>Melon Rich in vitamins B and C, melon flesh is useful in homemade recipes for cooling facemasks and nourishing skin treatments.

>>Parsley tea makes an excellent mouthwash and anti-freckle lotion. Pulp it in a food processor to add to tonics, toners and skin cleansers.

>>Potato Mashed and cooled, it can be used as an intensive moisturising treatment and facial mask that is particularly suitable for dry complexions. It may also be used to soothe swollen eyelids and sunburn.

>>Sesame In oil form, sesame can be used in a variety of nourishing skin treatments. As it is very light-textured and light, it has excellent lubricating qualities and makes a good base oil for massage.

>>Strawberry Being mildly astringent, strawberries are a refreshing natural cosmetic for cleansing and toning the skin. Fresh strawberries contain an acid that whitens teeth.

self-hypnosis is a form of relaxtion???

Think hypnosis is all hocus-pocus? If so, you're dismissing a powerful tool for impro-ving work performance, says Brian Alman, a psychotherapist who's trained staffers at Procter and Gamble and other companies. ''Self-hypnosis is a form of deep relaxation that helps you focus, solve problems and relieve anxiety about presentations and deadlines,'' he says. Here's how to try it:

Step 1: Close your eyes, and breathe slowly and deeply.

Step 2: State a specific goal such as ''I'll feel confident about presenting my market analysis.''

Step 3: Eyes still closed, count from one to 100, then back to one.

Step 4: Repetitive statements will focus your mind on achieving your goal. When you open your eyes, you'll feel refreshed and ready to work.

serious headache

Everyday headache...feel bad la...what to do with it? haiz
::::izzit because of the weather??? the weather sot sot de these day..rain in the morning, hot in the afternoon, rain again at nite....lol..blur..
::::or izzit because too many problem in my head???? everyday, wake up, listen to my mum nagging on me, if my dad at home, both of them, nag on the same time...ish!
::::or maybe becuase os too many homework, stress??? know what? this holiday, only one week, but the homework....OMG! 2/3 page of foolscap paper...jiayou jiayou to my classmate and myself....
::::or or or as my mum said, its because i sit in front of the computer too long...the eyes is tired, the brain also tired.....lol...logic what...but..cant control myself lerrr, i got nothing to do, so boring at home....


>>>>>farewell friend
first is Izzat, go to Kuantan...
next is May, go to KL...
now, one more...Yen Yee, goin to KL also next week...
ish ish...who's next???

L.O.V.E

i can feel the hapiness...
i m happy with u...
i reli hope it will last forever...
i want u to be my man, forever...
i promise to be your best love...
u r mine, i m yours...
i miss u..
i love u dear....

hmm...i think this may help me...

Your body creates energy from nutrients, oxygen and invigorating stimuli, such as fragrance. Natural mood, beauty and body boosters such as these suit our increasingly busy lives because they provide an instant lift and are so simple to do each day.

Massage your ears. According to traditional Chinese medicine, stimulating acupressure points on your ears increases blood circulation, and thus energy. Vigorously rub your ears all over for about a minute. They should start to feel hot and, almost immediately, you should feel more alert. Start at the lobe and massage to the top of the ear.

Taking a power shower. Sprinkle eucalyptus oil on the floor of your shower before stepping in. Stand under steaming hot water and rub your body with loofah. The eucalyptus scent stimulates your brain, while the hot water and the rub-down increase blood flow, sending oxygen to your cells where it's transformed into energy.

Wake up with a break. Your body can only handle about 45 minutes of sitting without becoming fatigued. Get up and march around briskly for three to five minutes, or do some quick stretches or squats.

Make a splash. Dip a face washer in cold water and wet both the front and back of your neck. Then gargle with cold water for a couple of seconds. Your neck and throat are rich with sensitive nerves, and by stimulating them with the cold water, you shock them into the ‘fight-or-flight' reaction, which temporarily shifts more blood towards your brain.

let's sing!!!!!

You might think warbling in the privacy of the shower is a great way to start the day - and kinder to others - but it seems that those who sing in a group get the most benefit. Choral singers in England, Germany and Australia reported that singing improved their mood and quality of life in a survey this year by Canterbury Christ Church University. Co-author Professor Stephen Clift says singing helped some participants’mental and physical health problems. The physiological benefits of singing have also been studied recently by Dr Maria Sandgren of the University of Stockholm in Sweden. Provisional results show that singing releases oxytocin, a hormone that indicates a sense of bonding and security. In an earlier study Dr Sandgren found that amateur singers were happier after a singing lesson.

so, come on guys...let's sing!!!!!!!! wakaka