WTF!

fever, flu, gastric, period...all came to me in one day?! insane! my antibody is totally OUT lately. last time, these kinda small matter wont beat me down, but today, i gotta surrender. lol. very sick now. i wish i can sleep now until forever. suffering in a serious insomnia these few nights. argh! problemssssssssssssss all around me, my mind and body. doesnt feels goood at all! any medicine for me? medicine to sleep until forever? suicide? zz.