listening to zhang hui mei's songs. missing you. thinking about when can meet you again, i should say, can i still meet you? i really just dont understand why. am i scary or what? am i wrong to say i love you? or i miss you? but i really do. forget about it. fed up. and i am glad that, i am starting to hate you. maybe thats what you want, you want me to hate you and leave you alone. blablabla. giving me those stupid excuses. i hate it man. i told you before, if you dont like it, tell me. i will go away silently. you thought i am happy to do this? i just follow my feelings. now i am curious, why you changed so much? met the girl that can make you a good boy already? lol. shut up!