one week left.

holiday soon! final exam still havent finish, but, after the biology and physics tests, i felt more relax already. but chemistry and addmaths still ahead. zzz. hmm. suddenly feels like, "huh? holiday? uhhmm...i dont want...it will be very bored..." not very clear about my feelings right now. i want to be at home, alone. want to tell everyone to leave me alone, just..ignore me for awhile. at the same time, i thinks that, how good if i can gather along with my girls and forget about all those damn shit problems...sigh..he's back for a week. wanted to see him, badly. but...no way! i dont want to ask him to come for me, it is so embarrassing. just wait as if he ask me for a date. lol. its all about face-saving. so stupid.