Doesnt feels good at all.

Ended..i ends it..its me. Yes its true, lili does it. As everyone want me to. My friends said, its useless to tolerate with this kinda guy, I make them worry. I think about this for a week or maybe two weeks already, forgot. I think that, maybe I should go back to my friends, I need them more than a guy who doesn't know what is love. He came to my house today, it was my idea. I asked him to come, I really miss him alots, and I wanted to meet him for the last time? Hmm..not yet last time,not that serious. Meet him as my boy for the last time. I hugged him tightly, kissed him. I love him. TT. I sent him the message after he went back. He didn reply. Hmm. I tried not to be sad. But..its hard. But I didn drops my tears, friends! I felt guilty. So, you thought its easy to let go a guy that you loved very much? NO! My mood now is...dont know. Blank! Totally Blank! Cant even think right now. Does he mad at me? Am I doing the right thing? Argh!!!! Kai Long dear, I am sorry! Love you...