sorry

today, we went out...
i planned to go to hui ling's house first...
after that we can go for dating, until 8pm..
but...my plan spoiled...
on the way to hui ling's house,
i am so unhappy with him...
he keep teasing me, and i dont like it...
well, we didn found huiling's house...
so, we went to bachok...
like other couples, we sat beside the beach, facing the sea..
feels sweet...>.<
around 4.30pm...he said he promised her sisters,
to bring them to swimming..so, we left...
in the car, he said he gonna sent me home first...
i stared at him..i wanna tell him that..
"today, i got the chance to come out with u till night...
i dont wanna go home yet!"
but dont know why..its hard for me to say that...
i just wanna spend the time with him..not much time left..
he is going to KL soon...i wanna be with him more for now..
why he couldn't understand how i feel..
i doesn't talk much along the way home...
i didn reply his sms after that...
until just now, he told me, through msn...
he said that he is sorry and told me that...
he get scolded this morning, thats why he acting like that..
he never tell me his problem..dont want me to worry, he said..
at least let me know...so we can canceled today's date..
or let me comfort him, right???
or maybe i am the one who made mistake..
i should notice that he is unhappy..
yes, i am wrong....
i felt so sorry to him :(
i didn show my care to him when he needed me..
i mad at him while he is facing some problems...
I AM SORRY DARLING!
i promise, to treat u better...
love u more..
understand u better..
be your very good wifey...
i love you dear!!!!!!!!