something is wrong

hmm...i didn update my blog for quite a long time...
now i back to my blog...miss blogging..

well..
i didn meet him for one week..ONE whole week..
dont like the feeling of missing...
but he seems to aviod from meeting me..
(i hope my feels is wrong)
'busy', 'tired' his excuses...
'ok, rest more' thats what i can say..
i always wondering,
'what is he doing now?'
'is he really busy working?'
'did he lie to me?'
'does he still love me?'
'what will happen between us?'
'will this relationship end soon?'
i know i should trust him...
i shouldn't think so much..
but..

hmm..
maybe i did the wrong decision..
i shouldn't hold his hand..
i shouldn't add him on msn...
but i still must admit that, i AM in love with a guy that i know for less than half year..duhh..
i want this relationship to continue in a better mode..
and i hope it will...

lolll..
now, about my parents...
just one comment for them,
failure...
i am sorry to said that...but its true...
hmm..just want to keep it private....

MID YEAR EXAM coming..
the time seems to past rapidly....
recall..
i had learned nothing! lol
study hard lili...!!!